i'm just a very ordinary person. but have a complicated stories in my past. everything had turn up to be my history and i need to look forward to have a future to start afresh. i wish to have a happy relationship. b'cos i feel my relationship is still not that perfect. i will be waiting for the rainbow days of mine. friends of mine, hope u all enjoy reading my blog and thanks for sharing my ups and down with me
here i come to blog again. =) this few days got nth much to do. is either work, have dinner with frens, meet john or work again. meet john got nth to do. start to have arguement also. i feel so sian of it. dont like this kind of life. i think his old pattern is back again. no wonder ppl said leopard wont change it spots. hmm. i found that i got nth much to chat with him. went fishing he will just care for his fishes more than he accompany me to talk. he wont change. be with him i will just have a moody face most probably. just simply dunno why. our character and thinking is just different. i dont think he will think for me much also. so i will nvr ever think much anymore.
one thing i feel and found out from myself is i think i had start to have feeling for Adrian. i wanna thks him for being dote on me. give me the happiness that no one give me before except my family. maybe this is really fated. he's really quite a nice guy. i dont wanna say he's very very gd now. have to observe and communicate more in future then will noe is he really that gd enough. if is true. of cos i will feel so happy and fortunate. =) anyway, thks for the moments he had given me now. =) xie xie ni.
