i'm just a very ordinary person. but have a complicated stories in my past. everything had turn up to be my history and i need to look forward to have a future to start afresh. i wish to have a happy relationship. b'cos i feel my relationship is still not that perfect. i will be waiting for the rainbow days of mine. friends of mine, hope u all enjoy reading my blog and thanks for sharing my ups and down with me
sigh... just finish crying. my parents quarrel and almost fight. i dont wish to see all this. why cant my family just be happy? why must b'cos of those ppl that dont even show us concern and get our own family not happy? why my dad dont understand that those stupid ppl doesn't treat him well at all. i love and dote on daddy and mummy alot. i dont wish anyone bully them. but why my daddy dont stand by my side. i feel so sad. i really hate my RELATIVES SO MUCH! just b'cos of you all! my parents quarrel!!! do you all treat me, my daughter and brother gd before??? you all just simply treat us as stranger. you all look down on me b'cos i had walk a wrong path before. but i dont give a damn at all. i dont think i deserve to see my dad came home and argue with my mum b'cos of you all this ppl. i hate you all! i will only left 2 uncles, 2 - 3 cousins only. the others i will just treat as transparent. this family dont seem to be like a family at all. see each other up and down. wad for be RELATIVES. i dont feel close at all. aft cry out loud i feel much more better. i had endure for so long. 08.09.2009 - TUESDAY