MY LIFE <3

2009-10-30T03:24:00.000-07:00

sigh. bi cut his thumb while working. aiyo. careless of him. hope aft he apply medicine will be better. is raining heavily now. sian. i didn't hv any food for the whole day. still not very hungry. dunno why. can be iron woman alrdy. haha!

2009-10-29T22:49:00.000-07:00

just receive news tat daz's grandma had just passed away. attending the wake in the nite tmr. is my sister yuling ROM day tmr. =) will be meeting my cousin kellie to attend yuling ROM tmr. will be meeting her at cck and take a cab there. we decide aft tat going to hv NEW YORK NEW YORK. yummy! =) i'm back to coordinator job again. cant find a perm job yet. sigh. its ok. by next year before my bday should be able to get a perm job. bi told me end of nov his dad drive me to book chalet for my bday nest year. =) next wed bi going to bring me go get couple ring. aft tat headed to his place to hv dinner. his mum cook. i feel i'm xing fu. nvr hv tis kinda life before. always being neglect and ignore. tis is wad i use to hv last time. all the quarrel and tears life. but now i found someone tat give me full of smile. thks alot.

2009-10-25T23:36:00.000-07:00

going start work tmr le. so happy. =) finally i can earn some income. previously working as coordinator in property line. i cant earn anything. just wasting of time. sigh. ah boy text sudden text me today. i feel quite surprise. b'cos he used to ignore me last time. i was shock tat he told me he wont behave like last time. hmm. going to watch temple big day tonite. long time nvr attend temple occasion. i'm waiting for miracle to make my life better.

2009-10-23T18:52:00.000-07:00

nowadays i like to wake up in the morning. =) dont like to slp till late nowadays. is fri ytd, yet got no places to go. is really damn boring. somemore a idiot cause me angry. but its ok. my bi cheer me up. =) thks bi. having coffee and playing facebook now. =) bi alrdy out to work. dunno got any place to go today anot. just wish to go out hv a walk and eat something nice will do. =) so simple if still no place then can go bang on the wall alrdy.

2009-10-22T10:06:00.000-07:00

wad a angry day for me. my heart totally give up. i cant stand tis kind of person. now i just want my whole mind focus on my happiness will do. =) really thks to my bi for giving me a happy life. he really done alot of things for me. the first and only guy i ever met. previously those guys always cause me angry like a mad woman. now i will just smile and smile. i really noe wad i need alrdy. =)

2009-10-20T20:55:00.000-07:00

sigh. i'm so sad. my forehead get sun burn. so ugly!!! i wanna go facial. dont dare to go suntan liao. next time will buy sun block lotion to apply on it. damn it!!!! finish folding my stars liao. haha. i fold over shot. almost 600. lols. gonna buy perfume from my fren. he sell me cheaper. getting gucci envy me big bottle is the price @ $70. wanna check the price see got any different anot. if no different i rather buy from shopping mall. scare ltr is fake one. lols. feeling hungry now. dunno wad to eat. so sian.

2009-10-18T16:40:00.000-07:00

gd morning. =) i woke up early today. is my off day today! hehe. monday blues, but i'm not working. so nice. but gonna look for a full time admin job soon. property line is just a part time for me now. bi doesn't like i work property, but he didn't stop me. he said b'cos is my interest and he will just give me my support. so nice of him right. haha. msn with wee kiat last nite, he also said john had change to worse. since the day he had his sp and now having his super 4. he alrdy turn worse in his lifestyle. everything he will only think for his bike. is like becoming more and more no life. i met my happiness. a person tat really wants to give me the real happiness in future. there is no empty promise in his mind. i'm really touched tat a single mother of me for 6 yrs and i still can met someone like him. i always tot i will nvr get tis kind of happiness anymore. no one will treated me tis way. but he make it happen on me. mummy and daddy will feel so happy when i choose the right path and i wish to see them happy. i dont wish them to feel worried over me anymore. they had alrdy worried for so many yrs. is time to stop all tis and make them feel happy.

2009-10-18T03:28:00.000-07:00

went fishing last nite. the place is dark and full of mosquitoes. is @ seletar there. end up got no fish and went to bedok jetty, also no fish. haha! my skin is so pain. hope to recover soon. so boring for tis weekends. hv cabonara and chicken wings for my dinner. so full. drinking bubble tea now. =) sigh. really so bored leh. nvr go anywhere then got nth to blog. i think i just stop here for today.

2009-10-17T04:15:00.000-07:00

sigh. so sad! get sun burn today. now my skin turn dark and painful. WTH! dont wanna go for morning sun program liao. i wanna turn fair. so sian. going for fishing again. sigh. ouch! now my skin feel so hot. i dunno how to cure it. tis few days i'm not working. haha. i take off. lols!!! so boring leh. sigh. dunno wad to blog also. dont hv any happening program to go. when i hv more to say then i blog again.

2009-10-09T00:33:00.000-07:00

so many days nvr blog again. b'cos no internet. haha. mth much to do in the past few days. only @ home watch tv and folding stars. my menses is late. hope faster will come. dunno wad happen. i'm @ my boss place with jas now. we're waiting for pizza! =) our lunch. haha. so nice. nvr hv pizza for so long liao. =) i'm back to work in property line again. =) will work extra hard again.

2009-10-03T17:46:00.000-07:00

reach home almost 1am last nite. so didn't blog. went to eat thai laksa and tom yam soup @ AMK Hub. =) nice. so full. aft tat still went to sweet spring have Mango Sago dessert. lols! super full. walk around @ hub and saw sec sch fren wei long. he said i had change alot. haha. saw a cosmetic bag wish to buy, but was thinking is kinda waste money. so end up nvr buy. aft amk hub i went to bishan j8. ate mac flurry ice cream. =) cant finish the cup of ice cream.

i going to jean yip rebond today. =) finally i can get back the neat hair soon. my hair now is like grass. start to curl back liao. jean yip is having promotion now. rebond for all length @ $88. so i going for it. thks my ''bi'' to pay for my rebond. haha. meeting mummy and kellie @ cwp for Ajisen @ 3pm this afternoon. finally i can have my Ajisen! didn't get to eat for so long. b'cos nobody eat tgt with me. =( i going out soon. go and have my breakfast before i go salon. =)

2009-10-03T00:21:00.000-07:00

didn't blog for so many days. hmm. last thurs which is 1st Oct 2009. i went sentosa with ling and jun. i bring my daughter along too. b'cos is children day, so i bring her along. we meet @ 8 plus in the morning and we took bus 855 to harbourfront bus interchange. we reach there @ around 10 plus. went to the market there to have our breakfast. my daughter had roti prata, i had fried kway tiao, ling had mix vege rice and jun had dish from malay stall. i dunno wad is tat. lols! aft eating we headed to ticket office to get sentosa ticket and we board the bus. first location is siloso beach. the sun is not really gd so we only stay there for awhile. somemore got lots of uncles there. i dunno why. should be uncles outing. haha! aft tat my daughter told me tat she wanna bathe. so all of us went for shower. aft shower we headed to Merlion station. take a few photos there and i start to feel super sleepy. b'cos i nvr get to slp for whole nite! was slacking with my Bi, ling and cat @ yishun till morning 6.05am. the whole nite was planning rom and wedding stuffs. lols! i feel so fortunate and happy tat ''bi'' is so concern all these. he wanna get me a nicer rom and wedding. we will go for a average pricing. as if too expensive ''bi'' cant afford. we're not born to be rich. lols!

is moon cake festival today. no place to go. so boring year by year. only going to have simple dinner ltr on. so happy tat i'm going to rebond my hair tmr. my hair is so ugly now. jun accompany me tmr. =) hopefully we can have Ajisen tmr. hope she can get money. super long nvr have my Ajisen liao. i miss it so much! last time used to eat with jun every sunday. i want to have Ajisen tmr!!!

2009-09-27T17:34:00.000-07:00

gd morning. is 8.39am now. i'm having coffee. =) gonna prepare to go work ltr on liao. going to buy a simple bday cake for Adrian bday. he's celebrating tonite. hmm. going to see how his dog look like. haha. will take photos with few frens tonite. upcoming program on wed will be more photos. b'cos i'm going SENTOSA!!! haha. so happy. gonna meet my jun jun and rachel. =) will update the photos asap once i had taken. recently mummy health not very gd. hope she get well soon. =)

2009-09-27T07:34:00.001-07:00

ABOVE PHOTOS THAT I TAKEN ON 26TH SEPT 2009 =)

2009-09-27T02:47:00.000-07:00

is time for me to blog again. =) ytd went salon to straighten my hair for wedding dinner. last nite went to FURAMA hotel to attend wedding dinner. so hungry for the whole day ytd. as i'm rushing out so didn't have my lunch. wait till nite time then have some food at the ballroom. the last dessert is my favourite yam paste. yummy! =) next time my wedding also want yam paste. haha. aft wedding dinner i went to V3. drink abit with frens and headed home at 2am.

i woke up at 1.30pm today. take a bath and surf net till now. i'm so hungry. haven have my lunch yet. i wanna have double dinner tonite! just upload my pics to facebook and friendster. hmm. msn with yunzhi. she told me she getting rom on this coming 11th oct 2009. congrats to her. =) my frens one by one getting married. i wish them all the best and hope they have a gd husband. my close sister yuling also planning to rom. she gonna be a mummy next year liao. congrats to her too. hehe. =)

THE END!!!

2009-09-24T04:58:00.000-07:00

quite boring day today. since like everyday is just a boring day. haiz. recently i'm quite unhappy with a fren. i found out that she backstab me. dont understand why be fren have to be till this way. is this the right way? have a talk with my boss today that i gonna start a new job on 1st oct. so this job i will be working part time. i choose to have my own path. as i only want everyone to be peace and happy. i dont wanna waste my energy to have all those rubbish problems. i will move on happily. =)

2009-09-21T15:29:00.000-07:00

gd morning. =) i woke up at 6.05am today. have a early coffee and online before i headed to work. =) hmm. bad Adrian. he still haven wake up lor. he promise me he will wake up at 6am to online with me. lols. anyway, its ok. i guess he's tired. ytd he wake up early for work and before the day of ytd he slp very late. he's gonna to fetch me aft my work today. haha. b'cos he knock off earlier than me. but start from 1st oct he gonna knock off ltr than me liao. abit sad. haha. b'cos nobody fetch me aft work liao. haha. meeting cat at 9.30am ltr. start from 1st oct i need to reach office at 9am liao. its ok. b'cos i knocking off at 6pm sharp. i going to buy my butterfly breakfast ltr on. i love that. dont misunderstand ar. i'm not eating butterfly. haha! is a food that design to butterfly shape. =) tonite Cat cfm discuss with Adrian abt their dogs stuffs. lols. we're doing match for the 2 dogs. haha. ok bah. i shall stop here. go play some games liao. =)

2009-09-20T23:49:00.000-07:00

so bored. went rounding last nite 20th sept (Sunday). meet up with eugene and lynn. we went marina barrage, the place is nice. i saw ppl fly kite there. the kite are all so nice, i like it. b'cos got lights on it. hehe. =) i wanna learn how to fly kite alrdy. aft marina barrage, we went jalan kayu for supper, we have roti prata and have a cup of ice tea. aft supper we headed to yishun dam. nth much over there. overall is just a small session of rounding trip and i keep on sms with Adrian. lols! will be meeting him tmr aft my work. PH today. rest at home. is Adrian first day of work. new environment for him. hope he will be happy working there. =) i'm feeling hungry. haven have my lunch yet. hmm. cannot let him noe. if not he will nag at me. haha. got nth to eat.

2009-09-19T23:43:00.000-07:00

woke up at 12 plus today. first thing i saw is his sms. =) got nth to do today. so just online and surf net and chat with frens. hmm. one more thing is sms with him. hehe! everyday also sms. i feel that i really found my happiness. counting down to his bday on 28th sept 2009. he must be very happy on that day. =) will be meeting cat to go down to the bday celebration. do call yiling along. but dunno will she forget or am i able to get her anot. nowadays so hard to get her lor. aiyo. hopefully on 28th sept she will pick up the call. plan to get him a bday cake bah. dunno wad to get for him also. hmm. hope he will like it.

2009-09-19T09:51:00.000-07:00

at cine now. playing com with frens. but they playing ''wii'' i dont like to play this kind of games. only noe how to watch. haha! ytd met justina at bishan. she bring me to meet up with her fren for job interview. my future boss name will be Lawrence. lols! i will be working as a admin position start from 1st oct 2009. wanna thks justina for helping me to get a job that have basic salary. b'cos my current property job doesn't have a basic salary. i have to eat grass lor. haiz. that's why i'm happy to get a full time office job. for the property job i will discuss with the boss to let me work on weekends. i'm very happy recently. i feel that i had met my MR RIGHT. he give me lots of dote on love. i really thks him alot. he plan lots of stuffs for our future and also my bday etc. he prepare to give me surprises. first guy that really do so much things for me. i really feel fortunate. he really make me feel this way. =) is a sunday tmr. dunno any place to go anot. anyway, i think is still boring even i do go out. so i dont wish to think. now just happily sms with my mr right. =)

THE END

2009-09-15T00:26:00.000-07:00

here i come to blog again. =) this few days got nth much to do. is either work, have dinner with frens, meet john or work again. meet john got nth to do. start to have arguement also. i feel so sian of it. dont like this kind of life. i think his old pattern is back again. no wonder ppl said leopard wont change it spots. hmm. i found that i got nth much to chat with him. went fishing he will just care for his fishes more than he accompany me to talk. he wont change. be with him i will just have a moody face most probably. just simply dunno why. our character and thinking is just different. i dont think he will think for me much also. so i will nvr ever think much anymore.

one thing i feel and found out from myself is i think i had start to have feeling for Adrian. i wanna thks him for being dote on me. give me the happiness that no one give me before except my family. maybe this is really fated. he's really quite a nice guy. i dont wanna say he's very very gd now. have to observe and communicate more in future then will noe is he really that gd enough. if is true. of cos i will feel so happy and fortunate. =) anyway, thks for the moments he had given me now. =) xie xie ni.

LOOK FORWARD TO A HAPPY LIFE!

2009-09-10T07:30:00.000-07:00

didn't go work today. went out for lunch with mummy, brother and my daughter. just bought LG Viewty ytd. my boss get for me and cat. so nice! =) next target i will get sumsung f480. =) dunno wad to write today. going to upload pics to com ltr on. so boring. got nth to do. think nowadays life just everyday work only. nth special. was waiting when is the day there have surprise and nice memories. will be waiting. =) going to upload pics now liao. bye bye!

2009-09-08T09:54:00.000-07:00

sigh... just finish crying. my parents quarrel and almost fight. i dont wish to see all this. why cant my family just be happy? why must b'cos of those ppl that dont even show us concern and get our own family not happy? why my dad dont understand that those stupid ppl doesn't treat him well at all. i love and dote on daddy and mummy alot. i dont wish anyone bully them. but why my daddy dont stand by my side. i feel so sad. i really hate my RELATIVES SO MUCH! just b'cos of you all! my parents quarrel!!! do you all treat me, my daughter and brother gd before??? you all just simply treat us as stranger. you all look down on me b'cos i had walk a wrong path before. but i dont give a damn at all. i dont think i deserve to see my dad came home and argue with my mum b'cos of you all this ppl. i hate you all! i will only left 2 uncles, 2 - 3 cousins only. the others i will just treat as transparent. this family dont seem to be like a family at all. see each other up and down. wad for be RELATIVES. i dont feel close at all. aft cry out loud i feel much more better. i had endure for so long.

08.09.2009 - TUESDAY

2009-09-04T02:56:00.000-07:00

forgotten to blog for around 2 - 3 days. was busy with work. almost close deal ytd, but due to some problems so haven close yet. so sad. =( tmr is sat. is my most busy day every week. but i like it! hehe~ just bought a new hp pouch today. so nice! i like it! it cost $9.90. cat bought one also, but hers is rose pink and mine is baby pink. got appt with client at 7.30pm ltr on. hmm. i wish to earn more so i can help my family. last time i dont like to work on weekends, but now i rather burn my weekends. last nite ate curry, roast meat and soup with mummy. finally ate the roast meat. lols~ actually today wanna have Ajisen, but end up not enough time. need to rush for work. work is more impt than go eat my favourite Ajisen liao. haha~ meeting john tonite.

JIAYOU IN MY WORK!

2009-09-01T09:11:00.000-07:00

reach home at 9.55pm today. this morning 9am meet cat to go for work. my boss cook lunch for us. he boiled the chicken and he cooked the chicken rice and eggs. quite nice! =) such a nice boss, my lady boss treat me quite friendly also. went viewing with my boss today. wow! the hse is beautiful! so clean and neat. finish work at 8pm, then me and cat went to chong pang to have laksa for dinner. aft dinner and headed back home. today, hubby called me and asked me shall he put a box at his super 4 anot. i told him dont look nice. to me my hubby bike put box not nice, i dont like got box also. haha~

i wish me and hubby 2 yrs anniversary can go genting or thailand. go there celebrate, but if cant afford i dont mind celebrate in s'pore. go have a nice meal and get a new pair of rings. b'cos our first pair of rings that hubby get on our 1 year anniversary is getting old and i wanna get a nicer design one. lols~ yawn! feel sleepy. slping soon liao. gd night!

2009-08-31T07:06:00.000-07:00

past few days just simply sleepy. finally get to slp alot for this 2 days. following days have to wake up at 7am to prepare for work. have to push harder in my career. minmin just recover from high fever. i was so worried for her that day, but now become mummy not feeling well. she having cough. just bought her one bottle of herbal tea. hubby meet me for dinner just now. he came to khatib to have dinner with me. we ate stingray, bak kut teh and zhu jiao. yummy! on 26th sept is hubby's colleague wedding day and is also our 1 year 8 mths anniversary. he told me just now aft the wedding dinner he will meet me. i feel so happy in my heart when i heard this. hubby currently is working part time. ppl that wanna buy bike can look for him. i quite in love with hubby 2A bike, super 4. i noe that is his beloved. hopefully i'm his beloved too. haha~

hubby, i always hope we will be everlasting, but i dont dare to think any further. we had gone through ups and down for 2 times seriously. i dont wish to have the 3rd time honestly. i love you.

2009-08-27T06:34:00.000-07:00

is the day to work at home today. =) tmr morning will be the day back to office. today feel that my family is turning bad. pls god! pls help me to get a way to solve. i really hope everything will turn better and fine. hmm. my wish is to go bangkok for shopping session. nvr been there before. heard from frens that is nice to shop there. hope i will have the chance to go.

2009-08-24T08:58:00.000-07:00

not working today. hmm. whole day staying at home. watch tv and online. start to feel stress regarding my family problems. really hope have a way to solve it soon. my boss gonna teach me more things. i'm so happy. boss noe the problems i'm having now. he tried to help me. i really thks my boss alot. he's a nice boss. saw my mum cried just now, but i nvr ask her wad happen. i noe she's sad. but i cant help anything. i feel i'm so useless. haiz! i will really work hard for future. i wont be weak anymore. i will be strong.

2009-08-23T04:00:00.000-07:00

rest day at home today. not working. suppose to work, but i'm too tired. not enough slp for this few days. staying at home during my weekend this week. feel quite gd also. relax at home, but having some stress nowadays. family start to have financial difficulties again. haiz. wad should i do? i really hope i can earn more and more soon. dont understand why my family financial will turn up like this. haiz. guess i shouldn't off in the following weeks anymore. have to work really very very hard.

I WILL WORK VERY VERY HARD!!!

2009-08-22T01:37:00.000-07:00

this few days is working. busy searching units and arranging appt for my clients. headache ar! LOLS! hope things turn better and smooth for me soon. feel quite sleepy recently, b'cos not enough slp. hehe! just meet ah boy on 20th Aug ''Thursday''. finally had meet him. hmm. i dont really think much now. just hope can faster earn something bah. a guy who like me name Adrain, he treat me quite gd, although i haven accept him, but i do feel his sincere and gd to me and my daughter. hmm. dunno wad to say right now leh. haha. will continue my blog bah.

2009-08-19T09:32:00.000-07:00

just reach home not long ago. went to work in this afternoon at around 2pm plus. finish work at around 9pm plus in the nite. finally had arrange few buyers to have viewing on this sat. is a gd start for me bah. hope i may earn more in future. boss treat me very gd. aft work went back to yishun with cat and slack for awhile and headed home. tired! this morning have abit of diarrhoea. luckily got med to cure. i'm so scare of having diarrhoea. lucky that i had recover now. =)

WORK HARDER IN MY JOB SLOWLY! =)

2009-08-18T08:59:00.000-07:00

just reach home at 10.25pm. this afternoon went to work with cat and around 6.30pm aft work we finish work and went back to yishun. accompany her back home to pass her mum key and we went to north point to have our dinner at pastamania. yummy! finally i ate it. haha! i bought a casual shorts at 6 dollars. dont have much shorts to wear anymore. aft our dinner we went to slack and smoke for awhile and we take bus home tgt. finally my bibi is back to s'pore from thailand. i'm happy that he text me. =) i'm quite sleepy. just slp for 4 hrs today. haiz. not enough slp. shall rest early tonite.

2009-08-17T12:49:00.000-07:00

sorry for late blogging. =) was not using com for the past few days. went fishing on fri nite 14th Aug with john. went to pasir ris farm way 3 to watch him fish till morning 6am. quite a bad day. he didn't caught any fishes on that day.

just went dbl o with frens on last sat 15th Aug. i doesn't noe how to dance b'cos is not RnB. LOL! all along was just standing, smoking, chatting. around 3am plus i went back home.

i just reach home from west coast macdonald. meet up with ling, tictac and goldfish to have prata at upper thomson. wad a slacking nite. LOL! wanna go and make a cup of coffee to drink now. hehe! continue my blog tmr. =)

GD NITE EVERYONE!

2009-08-13T22:53:00.000-07:00

just woke up 1 hour ago. hmm. slp at 5am this morning again. this few days always slp late. hmm! planning whr to go on sat nite tmr. dunno any frens will be going out or having any program anot. start from next mon 17th Aug have to work hard in my property line liao. hmm! i'm broke and gonna eat grass. haha! got alot of things need to buy for myself lor. so must start to earn. need to rebond my hair, buy a new hp, digital camera and i wish to go for holiday. hehe! will my dream come true? hopefully bah. hehe! recently i had feel touched by a guy who fond on me. i feel his sincere bah. but i'm still observing lor. hmm! how i wish i can really meet someone right and my parents will feel relief and i hope they can see me with a nice wedding in future. haha! ok bah. i shall stop here first.

2009-08-12T10:40:00.000-07:00

just reach home and just bathe out. went to bedok HQ police division with my mum to bail my uncle out. aiyo. he get caught by police while he was at geylang. he still can laugh. LOL! cant stand him. me and mummy waited there for around 2 hrs plus. we reach there before 9.30pm till around 11.30pm my uncle den release. before my uncle is out my mum, brother, daughter and me went to bedok blk 85 the market to have our dinner. we eat quickly and rush back to station. when my uncle is out we went back to the market to have satay and sugar cane drink. chat with my uncle for awhile and we headed back home.

2009-08-12T01:03:00.000-07:00

haiz! recently feel quite sian. last nite meet up with cat, yiling and one of yiling fren. we slack till 4 plus in the morning. wei xiong around 1.30am came down khatib to meet me up just to see me awhile. haha! funny of him. ah boy is going oversea do some work stuffs from sat - wed. haiz! recently he's over busy. i feel so moody lor. hope he faster get his work done and meet up with me.

i just found out that me and john is no longer like before. my feeling for him have changes. i think we really not suitable for each other bah. is just a habit to be tgt and dragging on only. i dunno wad to do. i guess i had fall in love to others. hope my day will be much more better soon. i dont wish to be so miserable.

LIFE MOVES ON!

2009-08-07T23:02:00.000-07:00

didn't blog for few days. was out with frens till late and no time to blog. hmm. once i reach home alrdy feel sleepy liao. i hope my love life will soon let me noe which path to choose. broke up with john that day and he ask for patch. he ask me to forgive him. he said he had make the wrong decision. i given him the chance, but i was thinking does everything will turn much more better or there will be changes? i really dunno. i just hope hv a simple happiness for myself will do.

today is my little girl 6 yrs old b.day! she had grow up again. =) bringing her to bugis eat V8 cafe and get her a present ltr.

HAPPY 6 YRS OLD B.DAY TO MY PRINCESS!

2009-07-27T11:30:00.000-07:00

27.07.09 ''Monday''

i had decided to learn abt property line. start from coordinator first. earn by commission is abit hard, but everything start from zero and hv to learn. i hope i can really earn in this line lor. if not going to eat grass liao le. today is my daughter first day hv dancing training aft her sch ended. she's preparing to perform for her graduation concert. =) i'm so excited. will take lots of her pictures on her K2 graduation day. baobei 6 yrs old bday is around the corner. is on the 8th Aug. will get her favourite strawberry shortcake bday cake for her. maybe will get cup cakes for her. not intend to invite more ppl this year. just a simple one. maybe when i earn liao. next yr her 7 yrs old will get a big party for her. i noe she always wants to hv a big bday party for herself. just now around 9pm meet ''Ling'' to slack again. aft a moment ''Andy'' came too. slack till 1am plus and i go home. that is the end of my day.

COUNTING DOWN TO MY
BAOBEI 6 YRS OLD BDAY!!!

2009-07-26T05:40:00.000-07:00

26.07.09 ''Sunday'' - 8.45pm

just finish steamboat session. so full. waiting for ''Ling'' to come down amk meet me. today is 1 yr 6 mths anniversary of my r/s. but nth special for today. he went to hougang to do his own thing. at first i tot we can 2 persons go out to hv simple dinner. but end up wad also don hv. i'm quite DISAPPOINTED. why don hv one of the anniversary is my memorable ones? i really hope to hv a sweet memory of my anniversary. ytd ''Saturday'' me and ''Ling'' went for lunch tgt and after that go her place waited for her to change all that and headed to causeway point to slack few hrs. around 8 plus 9pm we went to orchid country club to play pool. 11 plus take cab to shenton way party world. saw ''Xiao Ma'' and ''Ivan''. it's quite nice to met them. they're working @ shenton way. i feel that ''Xiao Ma'' starts to noe how to think, but worry for ''ivan.'' the current ''ivan'' is getting himself more headache and troubles. last time he was not like this. dunno wad is going on to him. i hope he will choose a right path soon. aft shenton way. me and ''ling'' went to yishun blk 848 to hv Nasi Lemak for supper. aft supper we headed home.

A DISAPPOINTED DAY

HAPPY 1 YR 6 MTHS ANNIVERSARY!

2009-07-23T11:42:00.000-07:00

23.07.2009 ''Thursday'' - 2.53am

today went to JURONG SWIMMING COMPLEX with ling and cat. we meet up @ ADMIRALTY for KFC and after that headed there. we reach there @ around 1 plus in the afternoon. we play @ lazy pool, wave pool and the slide. i sit on the float ling and cat push me all along. haha! b'cos i doesn't noe how to swim well. but i love to play with the water. recently crazy over swimming session. my skin had turn darker and just get abit of sun burn today. this is my first time get sun burn. OMG! but i enjoy it. LOL! we went to bathe @ around 5pm and after that we went to coffee shop for some food. GET HUNGRY AFTER SWIM! after that we take cab and drop cat @ ADMIRALTY MRT STATION there and i went to ling hse. fall asleep on her bed for awhile. after that me and ling meet some frens out for coffee session @ woodland. chit chatting for few hrs and i ate a bowl of TOM YAM MEE HOON KUEH. after that our fren drive us to yishun dam for one round and send us home. quite a happy and enjoy day! =)

WAS THINKING WHR TO GO ON FRI AND SAT!!!

2009-07-22T00:59:00.000-07:00

22.07.2009 ''Wednesday" - 4.03pm

past few days nvr blog. busy with some other stuffs. quite a happy days for me. =) i can feel the happy for myself. finally i've this kinda feeling. if not all along i'm having stress and keep unhappy things to myself. he text me and said he's very sad that i don even hv the time to sms or even a call to him. i reply him a long sms. i doesn't noe will he really understand. wad i can do or say i had alrdy done it. i'm tired to repeat every single words again. but nowadays i do feel much more happier liao. i hope this can be continue. =)

2009-07-18T07:20:00.000-07:00

18/07/2009 ''Saturday'' - 10.25pm

wad a boring saturday lor. staying @ home doing nth. no place to go. sigh. hmm. ytd didn't blog b'cos nvr online. ytd is also a boring friday. slacking too. i wanna buy sony ericsson T707. lots of girls out there is buying. me and darling joanne wanna buy it. we're checking price nowadays. starhub shop all that sell $438. so expensive lor! i ask normal hp shop outside. they sell @ $325 first hand. cheaper alot! i wanna go swimming on sunday tmr. i wanna go play water. HAHA! hopefully nobody will spoil my plan.

2009-07-15T23:15:00.000-07:00

Noon 2.15pm

aiyo. i keep cough and cough. feel so irritating lor. pls recover soon! my flu is back. sigh. went to meet yiling last nite. long time no see, feel happy to see her. she still the same so take care of me. HAHA! we met carbon, super long time nvr see him too. he's our BROTHER! he said few yrs back i'm very noisy! whr got! only ppl who noe me more then will speak more mah. HEHE! if not i will be so quiet. me and yiling went to eat nasi lemak @ khatib blk 848. after that i headed back home to slp soundly. =) so i didn't blog. tonite will continue my today's blog. =)

I NEED TO RECOVER MY COUGH!

2009-07-14T09:24:00.000-07:00

Midnight 12.24am - the diary of 14.07.2009 (Tuesday)

meet up with darling joanne @ khatib, we went pasar malam and i bought a dress for myself. darling joanne bought me a hello kitty bag for me. i can use to put shampoo and so on when i go swimming. after that we went back to my hse downstair the coffee shop to hv lunch. i eat ''lontong'' and joanne nvr eat anything. after eating, we went back to my hse and do some work. few hrs ltr joanne left and i went to take a nap.

tonight is my sadness nite. my parents quarrel with each other and i don understand why b'cos of small matter they hv to make till like that! i had enough! i wanna make things peace and yet my mother said that i side my dad!!! wtf is this!!! i just want the whole family to be peace!!! got so hard meh!!! can u all pls kindly stop all the nonsense anot!!! everything is abt money money money!!! family talk wad money!!! we're one family!!! we survive tgt!!! my mind is very confuse now!!! i cannot control myself now!!! pls tell me wad should i do!!!!

2009-07-13T09:12:00.000-07:00

Midnight 12.15am - the diary of 13.07.2009 (Monday)

wake up @ 12 plus in the afternoon today. login my facebook and online msn till 4 plus den go take a nap till 6 plus and prepare myself to go parklane meet karen. we went plaza sing to hv a drink @ mac and chit chat over there. it's a long time nvr get to see her and hv a chat with her. is happy to see her! used to be tgt when we were in sec sch time. always pon ten tgt. i saw my darling joanne @ plaza sing too! around 9pm plus me & karen went to take train home.

HE text me and said he going to his colleague hse to stay overnight. in the evening he told me he going back camp. he said his colleagues them last minute says it. i doesn't like ppl last minute told me another story. i will feel is being lie. i was very unhappy with him and he show me attitude. i don think i'm in fault at all. if this situation happen on me, i believe he will definitely show me double of the attitude. he doesn't understand how i feel at all. i'm tired to bother so much. i going to hv a full stop to stop myself for bothering too much of his things. i just going to let him be. let him do wadever he wants, i'm not going to stop him anymore. he spend too less time to communicate with me and i'm tired to voice out alot of things.

2009-07-12T09:22:00.001-07:00

Midnight 12.26am - the diary of 12.07.2009 (sunday)

i'm here to blog liao. this afternoon nvr went any place, at bf hse wait for him to be back from his 2A practical lesson. 6pm in the evening den went out with him and his family to SAKURA @ YIO CHU KANG. we've our dinner there. bf's sister first time bring her bf to meet the parents session. get to see her bf today. see his character is not bad bah. LOL! =) i hope she get her happiness bah. we eat till so full! i hv Mushroom Soup, Laksa, Roast Duck Meat, Salmon Fish, Dorry Fish, Chicken Chop, Sushi, Potato Wedges, Marble Cheese Cakes. OMG!!! how can i be not full??? HAHA! after dinner @ SAKURA me and my bf went to PRATA meet Desmond, Daz and Wee Kiat. slack there and chit chatting till around 10.30pm den headed back to my bf hse. just eaten abit of maggie mee, share with my bf. relax awhile and wanna slp liao. i stop my blog here le.

2009-07-11T10:29:00.000-07:00

Midnight 01.34am - the dairy of 11.07.2009

just reach home from ''MAC'' @ AMK ave 10. hv dinner @ mac for dinner with sanjit, wee kiat, daniel and my bf, daz came in the last minute. slack there and chit chat for a few hrs. so funny, wee kiat saw a girl walk pass and he shy to get her mobile no. from her. so my bf go get it for him. hmm. sit there listen to wad they said abt army life and so on. get to noe quite alot of things that will happen in camp from them. sound quite interesting. HAHA! hmm. this afternoon bring my dad out for lunch with my mother, brother and daughter. b'cos is my dad BIRTHDAY! bought him a bday cake and i hope he like it. dad told me that he's very happy that his daughter bring him out for a bday meal and finally his daughter had grow up. i can feel that my dad is very happy when the way he talk to me. =) this is the first time he so treasure his bday as all along he don really bother abt his own bday lor. hmm. ''i wish my dad a very happy bday and i hope his health will turn better.'' went to sin ming rd to hv BAK KUT TEH. used to go there when i was a little small girl. my daughter saw lots of birds over there and she was so scare and scream loudly. LOL! after meal we went to amk hub for a walk. i bought 2 shorts and also bought a three quarter pants for my dad, he want it. get another 2 more strawberry shortcake vcd for my daughter. at first i tot the vcd will cost $19.90 but end up is just only $3. so cheap! hmm. around 6pm i went back to my bf hse to meet him, he was downstair TRYING SO HARD TO WASH HIS PRECIOUS BIKE DAMN CLEAN HUH!!! LOL! after see him awhile i went up to his hse to rest liao. hmm. that's all for the day. next round may slowly post photos up. take care to all my frens. gd nite!

2009-07-10T10:49:00.000-07:00

Midnite 01.55am

Just came back from boat quay. hmm. i'm quite happy today, finally my bf bring me to hv AJISEN. saw a hello kitty bear @ J8 one of the shop. spend 50 dollars to caught it! hehe! feel happy to receive the hello kitty. i love hello kitty so much. hmm. alrdy past 12am and is my dad bday now. going to hv a meal with him in the afternoon. i wish my dad a very happy bday. i hope i can always be happy. i wish to smile all along. suddenly feel that i'm tired of sadness. i really don wish to be that sad ANNA anymore. i wanna look forward and be happy. =) alright, i wanna stop here liao. going to slp le. gd nite to my frens!

2009-07-09T03:07:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone. hehe. this is my first time to blog. i doesn't noe how to use blog all along the way. but i wanna thks Joanne for teaching me. hmm. today is a rainy day. so cold. recently keep not feeling well lor. sigh. so sad. just started to recover only. feel so sleepy recently. can almost slp for the whole day. another thing i feeling not very gd is, i feel that me and my bf is drifting abit far away. am i really his beloved? when i noe he was sick. i feel quite worried. but when i meet him. things turn different to us. i dunno how to solve this little problems. sigh. i don't wish to think that much le. i'm kinda tired. i also tired to speak out le. first time to blog. but not much mood to continue now. maybe if anything happy or unhappy ltr on. i might post here again. if not i will post a new day on tmr. =)